Thursday, November 20, 2014

40 days...

40 days until 2015. Well, 40 days starting tomorrow, that is. Today is almost over so I didn't count today. 

Normally people make New Year's Resolutions. Not me. This year I am making a Year End Resolution. I'm going out of 2014 with a bang!

2014 has been a tough year for me. On more than one occasion, I became comfortable. Comfortable in my eating habits and comfortable in my workout routines. I was spending hours at the gym with no weight loss. I am not at my final plateau. Something has got to give ... And that something is me. I have to relinquish "control" of my eating and habits. I have to do what I know to do and push on to blow out 2014. 

My only regret is that I wasted much of 2014. Granted I didn't gain back a ton of weight, but I also didn't lose much either. Not as much as I could have. 

So here's to making the rest of 2014 better than the first 10-1/2 months. Who is in with me!?!

It's been awhile....a good long while

It has been a good long while since I have felt anything but self-hate and negativity toward myself. I tried not to show it on the outside, ...